Sunday, September 23, 2007

Draw me love, and tell me what it looks like;

I sing to you, hoping you will hear me, I talk, hoping you will listen. I fall to my knees expecting your hand to help me to my feet. I lie down, hoping your hand will rest on my shoulders. I smile, hoping you will see me. I ask a question, hoping you will answer. I run, hoping you will run with me, but you didn't. Not once, not ever.

But now my voice is broken, and you're ready to listen. I'm in loss for words, and you want me to talk. My knees are bleeding, I look up, and there you are. I lay alone for several nights, and turn over, there you are, hand on my shoulder, praying with me. I am crying, and you finally see. I am out of questions, because you have now answered all of my prayers. I run, not alone, but hand in hand with you. Trying to adjust to the light, makes it hard for me, but I now know I was never alone, not once, not ever.

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

A miracle;

I can't sleep, I can't stop thinking about you. You're always invading my thoughts, but I love to remember your voice, it settles me. You couldn't trace my thoughts if you tried. I dream about you, every single time I fall asleep for even five minutes. When I hear love songs on the radio, your face comes to me before anyone else's name even crosses my mind. When I look at a beautiful flower, your love disperses in my veins, like the fragile seeds of a dandelion being blown in the wind. Except with this, there is no need to wish, for all I have ever wished for, has came true, and all I ever needed, I have now, thanks to you. When I see the holding of hands, it only makes me wish your hand was laced with mine. When I hear the word LOVE, you are the only boy I can think of, the only boy I want to think of, the only boy I can think of, and the only love I need in my life.

There is no me, without you. There is no warmth in my world when you aren't around. You show me the way, and that's the only way I want to go. You have lead me to see another world. Laughing, living, loving, is what you have showed me. Before you, I never really knew what those words meant, and cared nothing about. I laughed, I lived, but I had yet to love, so in that exact way, you completed me, and I knew that my journey to seek love, had ended.

There is no time to spare, because any moment I am around you, I feel like I can do anything. I couldn't be any happier than I am, when I am with you. Carry me through life, and I will help you grow stronger, like you've done for me. Be my foundation, and I will be yours. We will guide each other through life. We will live, we will laugh, we will love, and we will do it, together.

Inspire others as much as you have inspired me, and the whole world would be perfectly on there way, because the words you say will mean as much to them, as they have to me. Every word you say, I believe. Every "I love you" means more to me than anything in this world. You will never fall, I will continue to hold you up, and I will never let you go.

As sure as I am that the sky is blue,there is no ones arms, I would rather fall into.