Sometimes you lose the people that you care most about, but you always have to remember not to lose yourself. The struggle within yourself is the genocide of your life, and who is to know when this battle will cease? I'm always thinking of the next time I will hold you for the few seconds that I get to. You are my home, and my strength. You'll always have my heart, even if you don't think you do. It will never be over, at least not for me. Let me just look into your eyes. Let me smile with the deep compassion that I hold for you. Just know I always will. You were always number one, and I'm sorry you didn't see that. I won't ever say goodbye to you, but as for now, I will see you soon. I love you.What happens when you turn into your own worst enemy?
